So far so good.

Well a few days ago I guess I found some inspiration! I've been getting out of bed around 6am and exercising. It's the only time I have. The kids are up by 7a some mornings and I've tried to fit in while they are awake but it doesn't work to well. I've felt better and other than being tired my days go better!
I didn't make it out of bed this morning. Had a troubling night with a 7 month old that thought 1 and 4 am were good times to get up! So I decided to skip early morning exercise and stay in bed! Boy was that a mistake! I had a rotten day! It was filled with temper tantrums, whining, yelling, misery all around, now I know where my kids get it from! :)
Well I'm going to do better! I also need to cut down on my snacking! I snack way too much! And it isn't good snacking! You better believe I'll take the chocolate bar over the apple and I'll probably eat the apple when I'm done with the chocolate bar!
Here's to a better day tomorrow!

What a week!

My parents moved back to their home after house sitting for a year and a half for my uncle and aunt! The renters left my parents house in need of some repairs, blah! People can be so gross and ornery! My parents made the mistake of telling them that they were not getting full deposit back (why they thought they would is beyond me!) and so they just picked up most their stuff and left(I say most because they left nasty dog carpets in basement, a miss matched weight set and a couple of other things). They didn't bother to even sweep or vacuum the floors! So I helped my mom clean up a bit and then the rest of the week was mostly just my mom and myself moving her stuff. My dad isn't in the best of health to lift heavy things and my siblings were busy doing other stuff! I was so tired and a little mad that some of my siblings didn't help more. Needless to say I was worn out physically as well as emotionally! As a result I haven't been sticking to my diet plan or exercise. I logged into Jillian Michaels and saw I have been in the program for 22 days and have lost 3 lbs. I was sad. I should have lost more than that but it is my own fault for not keeping up on the exercising and portion control! Plus I had more sweets than I should have. Shhh :P So now I'm going to get back with the program. I doubt I'll loose much more weight unless I kick my butt into gear! I need an in home personal trainer or a little more will power. Well don't give up, gotta keep on going!